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| Irresponsibility |
| 11.28.04 (11:21 pm) [edit] |
 I had the strangest dream... I dreamt I met Vini, my former best friend, at a party. We were all just about 25+ or so, I suppose. Confident. Some socialist ball. After the hugging ritual and such (I 'remembered' commenting on her pretty gloves) I grabbed her hand and tugged at her 'Lets go do something fun" with a cheeky smile. *laugh* She refused, of course. I woke up feeling incredibly forlorn. I don't know. It suddenly dawned on me that perhaps I'm not as responsible a person. I still have an incredible naughty streak. I'm impulsive and if the mood takes me I drop my bags and run. *laugh* Perhaps thats a good thing, but it just might not be... I'm not a responsible person, am I? If I am the sort who would just...I've done it before, of course. Just hiding from events that may have been opportunities just because I didn't like them. My dream...Perhaps its just that I miss her (my old best friend) and living so far apart doesn't help. Perhaps I'm sick of saying goodbye. Oh well...I suppose it was the realisation that although I may act accordingly in a given situation, I'm just not a responsible person sometimes. Accepting that fact was hard...but good. I think i'll keep pondering. Have a gdday ya'll |
posted by: newbie (reply)
post date: 11.29.04 (7:29 am)
Never say goodbye, for even careless whispers cant break the bonds that were always meant to…… exist.
*soft kisses n warm cuddles*
*fudge brownies n choccie chip bikkies*
posted by: VodkaB (reply)
post date: 11.29.04 (12:08 pm)
Reply to: newbie
Theres no point to a goodbye when they only hurt..
and nothing can ever break bonds interweaved with time and fate.
:) cuddlies n kisses n fudgies n chocchipcookies
posted by: eka00 (reply)
post date: 11.30.04 (5:04 am)
Hmmm....the times when I've shirked responsibilities was when my mind couldn't give me a concrete reason why....
In other words, what other's saw as a golden opportunity, I saw as nothing....
So, give yourself time...if your friend is that valuable in your life, you could still be close despite the distance. IT won't be easy, you'll have to work on it, but she'll still be in your live....that void will be filled ;)
ps, your Kitty is DARN Cute!....just in case I forgot to say so.....
posted by: vini (reply)
post date: 11.30.04 (3:34 pm)
i miss you too poojie :)
and don't call yourself an irresponsible person because really you're not ..we don't have to say any goodbyes because i'm right here with u, even though sometimes far apart by distance...but never will be at heart :)
take care of youself..we can always catch up on old times okie ?
love you loads
-vini
posted by: VodkaB (reply)
post date: 11.30.04 (10:47 pm)
Reply to: eka00
*smile*thank you
posted by: VodkaB (reply)
post date: 11.30.04 (10:48 pm)
Reply to: Anastacia
thanks for droppin by :) perhaps in some cases..ah well. *laugh* hope your dream wont trouble you further and that you've worked it out :) be safe
posted by: VodkaB (reply)
post date: 11.30.04 (10:52 pm)
Reply to: vini
Twas never really goodbye..its just that memories, as beautiful as they are, hurt sometimes..
the distance is hard enough. we've made it this far, always close at heart. love you too. be safe.
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