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How I Feel
12.21.05 (6:30 am)   [edit]
Two totally unrelated topics.

I love tblog for the closeness of its community...theres something here that I like and can't describe. I love blogspot for its anonymity...swimming in a sea of many thousands of blogs.

Today I feel dirty. Not in the fun, quick to please myself way, just dirty. I've had the flu, and I'm recovering, and I feel downright unsexy. I can't get past this...icky feeling. Like my own skin...and besides that I've been down, because I feel like I don't know what I want. But this unsexiness is depressing me. I usually feel good about myself. It shows. In the way I will carry myself, or the way I'll speak to someone. today I feel deflated. Even my cat thinks I'm disgusting today. Its just..the remnants of this flu won't go away. My hair, I've washed, but its depressingly limp. I feel..just so unsexy. Not unloved, not unwanted, just...not me. I need to feel good. So tomorrow its my girls day out. New bath stuff, new clothes, new everything. Even if its just window shopping. I hate this feeling. Its..horrible. Lets just hope the world doesn't see me until After I come out of the cocoon (or spa, whichever comes first).
Cheers for tomorrow, and hope I look and feel better than I do now. Thing is, this depression leaves me unmotivated..so I'd better get off my ass tomorrow and do something before I really hit rock bottom. Even if its just wandering around Private Shop. I need to feel beautiful again. From the inside.
 


posted by: bhcorpse047 (reply)
post date: 12.21.05 (7:24 am)

aww, you'll get better Vodka.... take some time off, have some chicken soup.... you just gotta give your body time to recover, that's all... it takes some time... but soon enough, you'll be right back to feeling sexy again :) LOL



posted by: newbie (reply)
post date: 12.21.05 (8:16 pm)

meoooowrrrr..... u haf always bin, always is and always will be beautiful inside n out.


look at what happenz to my heart n soul when u when ure warmth caresses me... look at wot happenz to my bodi when u hold me tight.... u are my princesa... the most gorgeously, prettiest.. from inside out....


























mine.




posted by: VodkaB (reply)
post date: 12.21.05 (9:54 pm)

Reply to: bhcorpse047
:) Ta e.



posted by: VodkaB (reply)
post date: 12.21.05 (9:57 pm)

Reply to: newbie
Purr.. :)



posted by: VodkaB (reply)
post date: 12.23.05 (2:38 am)

Reply to: userfriendly
I did cheer up :) Thank you.
Aye..the community's unraveling..but whats left shall stay :)

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