Bedshaped

Many's the time I ran with you down
The rainy roads of our old town
Many the lives we lived in each day
And buried altogether
Don't laugh at me
Don't look away

You'll follow me back
With the sun in your eyes
And on your own
Bedshaped
And legs of stone
You'll knock on my door
And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know!

I know you think I'm holding you down
And I've fallen by the wayside now
And I don't understand the same things as you
But I do

Don't laugh at me
Don't look away

You'll follow me back
With the sun in your eyes
And on your own
Bedshaped
And legs of stone
You'll knock on my door
And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know!

And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know..

I am reminded of a phrase, "The end is near" or maybe because I'm listening to the song. If it is, all that I want is a towel. If the world is going to be destroyed for a hyperspace bypass, or atleast, a world created of mind is destroyed for reasons unbeknownst but to kin, then I don't want to be there. I'l just curl up with my towel.
Now, I speak of..nothing in particular, so don't assume that the world really is going to be destroyed, but I had an interesting thought. What happens to the rest of the world when we close a door? Say, we lock ourselves in a room. Does the rest of the world stop existing? Imagine if it did. Then you could imagine what would be outside that door when you opened it. Perhaps this only happens at midnight. Everything outside your room becomes, for a nanosecond, nothing. No past, present, future. Just nothing. Interesting. The world being a figment of our imagination. Now, If only we could do that with people. Stuff our fingers in our ears and go "NANANANA I can't hear you so You don't exist". See no, Hear no, Speak no.
Psychobabble. I just realise how good I feel today. A little sad, yes, but I feel good.
I found something interesting.

It is said that one does not meet their Twin Soul or Twin Flame until they have learned many lessons of love, loss and forgiveness through close Soul Mate relationships, that the heart is made resilient and strong through pain and loss, and must be so to face the intensity of being with the other half of their soul.

Many people who have met their Twin Soul had experienced a "Dark Night of the Soul", or a major spiritual transformation just prior to meeting, or upon meeting this soul. It's almost as if you need to be "emptied out" emotionally, spiritually and mentally as a test of your spirit.

Twas always a matter of time. Always...