It should have ended years ago. I typed all my rage into a 5 page document, and something stopped me hitting send. Once this ends, I will never hear those two songs the same way again. Ever.
A progression through
Get to Me
then we became
Drops of Jupiter
and now
I'm About to Come Alive
No more. Never again. It will end. And all the pain, the rage, the sorrow will go with it.
Have weird cravings in the middle of the night? If so, for what?
I'm craving mashed potatoes. Which is odd, because I want a glass of orange juice with it.
My comments don't match up with the indicative number on the tblog bar. Odd.
I'm scraping the inside of a sweet potato and I just finished my Psychology exam. Difficult, but not impossible. Praying for atleast half marks.
Now, where is that 3 hour shower I've been waiting for...
We really do have no respect for our parents once they get older..I'm losing faith in humanity.
Like they say, you don't know what you have until its gone. And you'd better believe it, no matter how strong you think you are.
i was doin my spanish exam 4:30 to 5:30 (it was ok) and then we are not allowed out til 6, there were 3 of us. n then another girl whos takin exam unit 2 with the other 2 ppl i was with, comes in. and seeing as i was in the same room with the candidates, i got put in isolation for 2 bloodi hours. 2 hours! rahr. doing nothing, talkin to no one, i swear i only found the paperclip about an hour after staring into space..and then the first 5 mins were spent pullin scotchtape off the desk,n finallyi found a rubberband under the chair's wheel. pffffftt. so after i got to my locker..no wait i COULDNT get to my locker cos theyd shut the doors. i waited 15 mins while they called the caretaker..pft. n when i got to the bus stop the bus was leaving! i waited another 20 mins for the next one.
shoot me. very SOC
His hard black nose against her chest a bullet placed where her heart rests
As the body shook still soft with youth the felt nose like a gun ready to shoot
A form so soft familiar to hand a blue-checked body fear gone, strength fanned
She do not know for it left her sad to think of childhood missed yet had
So she pulled him close and rest head on head sat in the dark upon her bed
Where shadows played on all her walls and in her dreams formed dark waterfalls
Which cascade down form gushing rivers the same ones when her lips do quiver
When darkness turns to the light and waters clear of sorrow and spite
To show a face tear stained and worn asleep with a bear tucked under an arm.
For 15 year old Humphrey. For absorbing my tears when I cry, for shining eyes when I laugh and your ever silent acceptance of all that is said and done.
