Content manager to Report manager. Oh joy. Thanks guys, for not volunteering to do the job. I love it. No, Really. *sigh* T, don't be so cocky. A, As much as you pissed me off the other day, I will be civil. You had your just desserts today. Cheers. I need a nap.
I've noticed meself that I havn't been posting lately. There are far too many ideas in my mind I want to let out, yet when the time comes to type them out, I don't feel the urge anymore. Perhaps I need to stop blogging, take a blogging hiatus. But I love this place. All my friends. I may not know you personally but your support, your enthusiasm... What can I say. I'm not tired of tblog. I think i'm tired of myself. The drive to do things, to be something suddenly seems lost. It gets me feeling extremely low and sometimes all I want is to curl up and nap. A really Long nap, at that. Exams around the corner. Plenty to study for. Stress. I can handle it. In each life a little rain must fall. I need a vacation. Perhaps, not from tblog, but from me.
'and you call this service? well i paid my bill approximately two days ago and its about time you take action, then. i will not stand for such intolerant behaviour..
'yes maam..sorry maam..it will start in 15 minutes, we have just contacted the service depar...
'i don't care who you contact, just get the internet started or i will cancel my subscription!'
I don't feel like doing anything. All I want is continuous, dreamless sleep. I want to be warmed by three blankets and left to sleep as deep as possible. Then again I want a swimming pool to swim in. The weather's warmer now, but not quite... Or somewhere far away. warm island, sea all around. Sun, Sand, Surf and no Suicide. The urge to post has diminished.
Absolutely. I need a nap. but I got something from someone I absolutely adorely love today so i'm happy. Made my day hon. =) Purrfect. Anticipation Anticipation Anticipation
I really have no clue what I want to say today. Congratulations on the birth of your baby girl, J and P. Her name (Parina) is gorgeous. Your little angel.
Today Thiefy made me think. We're all hypocrites. Yes, we are. We're human, without the 'e' tacked on the end. We sing the praises and cry the tears for those who die, yet when theyre alive, we hardly give them a second thought, and take them for granted. Irony. This is in tribute firstly to my GCSE mathematics teacher, who passed away recently in a car accident. I'm so sorry..Sigh. You taught me so much, and you got me through my GCSE mathematics course. I hated you at times, for being strict, but it never really was hate. It was just...there. ou scared us at times. You threw our papers at us, and told us to get out of class. You did it all for our own good. you pushed us to our limit, out of our comfort zones, and showed us how much we could do without knowing it. We owe everything we learnt to you. You taught us some excellent jokes, too. Such wit... To your wife...my condolences. To your child...no words. Just every comforting memory. Rest in peace Philip Barnes, We'll miss you. To the pope...I've never known you other than what i've heard through mouth, read through books, or seen on television, but Your passing left me feeling empty. You have had so much influence...so much. But you're with your lord now, and its beautifully poignant..both sad, yet happy. Rest in peace.
I'm home!!! Toilet paper and porcelain bowls are luxurious again! Inventory: 2 swollen ankles which are purple two green bruises where the pack rested on my shoulders two purple bruises where the pack rested on my hips 4 blisters left foot 3 blisters right foot 2 blisters right hand 1.5 blisters left hand numerous cuts, bruises and scrapes leaves in my hair havn't taken a proper shower for 2 days, nor been properly dry for 4. physically temporarily crippled by Kayaking for 2 days, 2-4m high waves and 5-15 degree weather in the middle of the ocean. hiking for 2 days, sore feet. Gorgeous views. Photos soon. Emotionally crippled with all the suicide prevention talks, because they made me reflect on what i've done in the past, and realise how much life is worth, which made me ashamed to be so careless with it. I wanna do it all again! Happy belated birthday to me! (yesterday) And we got fooled. Before we went hiking we were told we'd have to carry the kayak over the mountains. Woops. Chris, Rich, Molly, if you're reading this, you should've let us take the road. :P Giddy's home from his bath! I need a soak! Love you mi doves.
